Senior Flippin Year!

First week of school. Check.

Goals:
- Pass each class with an A.
- Figure out what I want to do with my life.
- Be more social.
- Make memories.
- Branch out from the Asian corner.
- Be hyper.
- Talk.
- Be more opinionated.
- Be less lazy.
- Don't procrastinate... as much.
- Make memories.
- Do anything and everything possible at school.
- Rebuild friendships.
- Stay smart and mature.
- Make memories.
- Dress even nicer.
- Have a worthy body.
- Apply to college, and get accepted.
- Be more organized.
- Make memories.
- Don't give a shit about anything; just do what you gotta do.
- Make memories.

The goals that I can think of now.

Events happened this past school week:
-Beat Q in left hand arm wrestling, with a record of 3-0, so far.
-Beat Kenneth in right hand arm wrestling, 1-0.
-Lost to Kenneth in left hand arm wrestling 0-1.
-AP Statistics, AP Gov't, AP Lang/Lit. Loveeee my classes. But I fear difficulty coming up.
-Interesting, interesting, interesting.
-Meeting new people!
-Really hot and humid.
-"YOU LIE!"
-Got a new backpack. Received bad comments. Not wearing it again. Self-conscious.
-Managing for volleyball. Jamie is my apprentice.
-Jerusalem.
-8th anniversary of 9/11 attacks. God bless them.
-Poster bringing, poster giving, to Jackie, who visited, along with Reggie.
-JV V. Frosh Soph; Varsity V. Alumni.
-McDonald's and Rick's house afterwards, playing the Wii!

Upcoming Events:
-Brother's coming home tomorrow!
-Mall?
-New week of school.
-6 months with Jackie.
-Interact Club Meeting.
-CSF Applications turn-in.
-Key Club Meeting.
-A day comparable to the 9/11 attacks; Jackie leaves for San Diego.

My next post, will be amazing!
Tune in next time, for why.

New Song. 90's RnB songs lovers, enjoyyyy :]]]]

Attached

I loved today <3

I Declared WAR! On Ants...

Note to Self: Never bring food in room ever again.

i had a fucking war with ants just now.

so, i'm thirsty and i grab my cup sitting on my desk. i go to the kitchen, and i bring the pitcher out. i'm about to pour some water, and i notice these little black bitches crawling all over my cup! there were soooooooo many! because what i had in it last was juice, and sugar is attractive right? so i'm like oh shit. i wash the cup and 50 ants drown >:] BUT THEN I THINK, THERE MUST STILL BE SOME ON MY DESK! so i run as fast as i could to my room, and whaddaya know! there were fifty more of these crawling black bitches! and i didnt even notice until now! (my desk is black -__-)

so anyway, i'm like, okay... what do i do. so i think of jackie and janice. i grab my lint roller, peel off the used paper, and i start rollin on dem bitches! and then i'm like, what if i can't see all of them since they are camouflage with my desk. SO i unplug my lamp from the other side of the room, and plug it closer, and i hold it with my left, with the lint roller on my right. i spot these bitches and i go rampage on them. i felt like indiana jones man! torch in one hand, whip with the other -- WHILST, killing little black creature bitches!

and so i eventually killed them all on my desk, at least, so it seems... and i start looking for ants incoming, as theres been a bit of an ant craze in the bathroom, which is right next to my room. so i point my torch down at the floor, and i see a few black bitches. so i roll on them too. and then i experiment. i grab the bleach/clorox spray cleaner from the bathroom, and i spray on an ant. i just fatality-ed that black bitch. and so i grab a paper towel, and spray bleach on it, and i wipe a straight line of bleach on my floor so that ants won't pass it... hopefully.

i won the war.

i'm renaming the lint roller to ant-fucker-upper. or the ant roller.

i'm paranoid. my hair is itchy...



PS. i am not racist.


fucking black bitches.

Salmon Dance

new, old song! i never knew how weird the music video was...


EDIT:
i change my mind. new song :]

Thinking Back

i can't wait for school to start. i am a schoolboy, i admit. enough of summer vacation D: instead of wasting life here in my household, i'd rather waste it at a place i gain knowledge, whilst being around people that entertain me... or not. whatever the case, it's better than mi casa. and i actually move around in school, and have a personality at school. at casa de buenviaje, i just stack up on saturated fats. i also believe i am less productive than the dust bunnies gathering up under the furniture. get me outta here!

i AM glad, though, i don't have to live in a warzone. oh, i mean sunland/tujunga. at least it is more interesting than canyon country. laaame. ahh, just wait til fire season, when there be flames burnin in santa clarita. shit. and speaking of flames, its been mucho fucking calor man. i cant stand it.

so recently, all i've been hearing in my house is TFC. its the only cable channel we have, other than nickelodeon and disney. it's annoying. but whatever. i kind of did miss the noise.

musiiccccccc. song ive been listening to: forever ain't enough by j. holiday: awww. and today, i watched 17 again. the credits song was naive by the kooks! i havent heard that song in foreverrrrr! everytime i sing it, i just tend to sing it with a british accent.

Nostalgic

I miss my friends who don't care.

August 26, 2009

its bloggerrrrrrrrrrin time!

- jackie ho is the most amazing girlfriend ever. you guys, must be jealous.
- she gave me this realllllllyyy nice blue jacket from heritage. AND a surprise gift: sunglasses from H&M because i lost mine at the beach when the waves took it. sooo unexpected! && sooo sweeeet!
- so i got her from lincoln and went to glendale. had to run some errands for her siblings and bought a gift for her little sister, but not for her little brother. eek, sorry justin. BUT, advanced happy birthday to the both of you!
- and thenn we went to xxi and purchased some things. i have recently been reloading my wardrobe to get ready for school, but it has been a bunch of winter clothes. soo i need more shirts; no more long sleeves. BUT OF COURSE, before i can buy things, i need to have money. ahh save money!
- still on my to-buy list: jeans, shoes, jeans, shoes, more shirts. the end :]]]]
- complete camera whores in the bus today. theres just so many facial expressions to express facially! lmao.
- went to ceejays house after, and chillllledddddddd :]
- had to call my cousin for a ride, since the bus was gonna come really late -- we missed the last one. she brought jackie home and took me to ceejays. thank you so much nikki!! i owe you big time.
- next time i see jackie, i'm going to drive over there and be her personal chaffeur :]
- oh and unfortunately, my really good friend, Jose Chavez, died today because of unfortunate car accident. i'm really surprised that he isnt here with us anymore. rest in peace masta chavez. you're in a better place now. stay cute alright?

Yes We Will...

Long time no talk!
Update of my life.
So let's start with, I got my driver's license! Should be coming in the mail soon.
I have acquired a webcam, perfect for video dates ;)
I got this shirt in the mail a week or so ago.

My face is finally seeing clarity in itself.
9th grade orientation was fun. I hope the kids liked me.
Currently doing nothing at home, like the most of my summer has been.
12th grade registration is next week!
Senior... coool.
I need to buy: 3 new pairs of jeans, 1 pair of shoes, preferably two, new shirts and flannels, boxer briefs, wife beaters, a new belt, a new wallet, a watch? perhaps, or a new wrist band, and a car. ahahah x)
When are the CST scores coming out?
Still with Jacqueline Ho<3 Happy Five months to us last Sunday!
Next date with her, Saturday or next Wednesday!
I hate distance. But, thank you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_3w8Qr5xUJs
Gave me goosebumps. Along with my new blogger song!
Bye.

TOE: Date with Jackie, Aug. 7, 2009

I had a date with Jacqueline Ho today. First time seeing her since July 19!!!

R-TOE: Date with Jackie on August 7, 2009:


- i was in the bus, and it was pretty packed inside. so we're driving down and these really desperate-for-a-bus-ride-asian-people-finding-their-way-back-to-chinatown were signaling to the bus driver that they were going to ride the metro. however, the bus driver decided to be an asshole by driving right past them. and then two stops later, he picks his fellow mexicans up. interesting.

- so when i finally met up with my beautiful girlfriend of 4+ months, we decided to go to glendale galleria and the americana. it's so much fun on our dates! no matter what we do or where we go, nor how many times we do it or have done it; it never gets tiring spending time with this chink of mine <3

-gi joe was siiiiicccccckkkkkkkkkkk.

- once we finally spend our time together, i sure am a happy damn camper. i cherish like, every single minute we have with each other. we're hardly going to get to see each other a lot nowadays, especially when school starts. so whatever time we have, i take advantage of it ;)

- TODAY! i actually think i was somewhat funny! i was pretty hyper at the fact it was the first time seeing her in a long time. j has her default settings in her mind in which she thinks, "i'm not gonna laugh at ryan's jokes cuz im not supposed to think he's funny" however, after today, i actually think inside, jackie finds me quite the mr. funny guy.

- nah, who am i kidding.

- obviously not her.

- i hate saying goodbye. just makes me think of how long we won't see each other.

- jackie doesn't like to blog about how i make her happy, therefore she isn't going to be blogging about today's events. BUT, i'm sure she would love to tell each and every one of her blog followers, that she LOVED spending time with her wonderful boyfriend and that she always feels so damn happy whenever she goes on these dates with me. right jackie? :D

- oh, and i expect your comment to be "youre such a gaylord loser. loser, i didnt have fun on this gay day, gay loser!"

- i know you're really thinking, "siigggghhh. that's my boyyfriienndddd <33333"

In My Spare Time...

So these past few days, I've been busy saving the world, one day at a time, by preventing filthy Russians from taking over our government. I am of course, a Freedom Fighter.

Ryan Ebert

I'm going to be a movie critic for tonight. Resulting from my lack of productivity, as you all know, I have been watching movies in the comfort of my own home, at the expense of my patience with the movies downloading x)

I Love You, Man:
Great movie! hilarious in so many ways. relevant to a lot of things that i went through so it was easier to understand. Paul Rudd is freakin FUNNY AS HELL! "See you later Joben" AHAHAHAHA. MAN. and Rashida Jones. woweeee.

The Fast and Furious: Tokyo Drift:
I like how this movie is completely Asian. i like how they implemented drifting into the racing genre instead of just drag racing or sprint racing. acting sucked though. its okay.

Fast & Furious:
this movie totally reminded me of the first movie. i liked it. vin diesel is a fucking man gorilla. paul walker is from sunland! ahahah. i don't know if there was enough racing in this one though... bring on Faster and Furiouser? 5Fast 5Furious? Faster Than Furious? More Furious Than Fast? Furious Cars Drifting Faster in Tokyo? I want to watch another one, regardless :]

Confessions of a Shopaholic:
i never knew how in love a girl could be with shopping. wow. i expected differently from this movie. but it was okay. the overall story is okayyyy. the humor was okayyyy. the whole movie was okayyy. lol. but i like, like all movies isla fisher is in so you should still watch it.

Step Brothers:
what an interesting movie. this movie was the unfunniest out of all the adult comedies that have come out. however, it was still pretty funny. but kind of forgettable.

Death Race:
THIS MOVIE IS FUCKING AWESOME. WATCH THIS MOVIE. its like watching mario kart, except with rapists, murderers, robbers, and wife-killers. this movie is sooo sickkk. jason statham is sickkkk. sickk sick sickkkkk. and natalie martinez is wowweeee. this is like the fast and the furious on steroids. or the fast and the furious with a bunch of vin diesels, being armed and dangerous. watch it.

Paul Blart: Mall Cop:
VERY slow beginning. and this is a happy madison productions, yet it was hardly funny. the humor sucks. the action does pick up though later in the movie, but there's still not too many funny parts. the story is kind of wack too. this is a whatever movie. my computer froze while i was watching it, and i kind of thought to myself, "maybe the computer doesnt want to watch it anymore either." i wasn't going to replay it, but then i remembered, i still didn't have anything to do... haha. no need to watch it.

and finalllyyy...
Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle:
this movies fucking hilarious. i think it would have even been funnier if i watched it with the guys, as they cuss so excessively, but it's like normal. it reminds me of how i am. "they're such assholes" ahahahaha. kumar said that like everytime. and harold, "fuck" ahahahahahaha. man. i want to watch the second one.


Man I have no life.

Introducing, Megan Bitch:


I fucking miss Jackie Ho II. two weeks and will be 3 days without her :'( toooooooo fuckinggg longggggg.

Movies

SOOOO... due to my boring summer and my lack of productivity here in my house of mine, I decided somebody had to suffer the consequences. That somebody, is the movie industry! Because I have absolutely nothing to do at home, I'm going to abuse watch-movies-links.net and watch as many movies as I possibly can from now, until September. First movies I watched:

Taken:
Good thriller/action/suspense/mystery/awesome movie. Liam Neeson acted amazingly in that movie. And I have an inner hatred for Albanians now, even though I've never met one.

He's Just Not That Into You:
I like the dialogue in this movie a lot. It's very witty and very realistic. I found myself being the girl in the movie more.... I am so homo.

SO TAKE THAT MOVIE INDUSTRY! AND YOU'RE EVER-INCREASING TICKET PRICES!

Wanted

So i'm in the kitchen and my mom asks me if i want to eat. So i keep going and i grab a plate. So, I turn back around and my mom's gone. BUT, she is on the floor, fly-swatter in hand. Right next to her, a dead fly.

Reminded me of one of those chosen ones from Wanted.

TOE: Senior Portraits

So, I went to take my Senior Portraits today at Northridge. It was quite an interesting visit...

- my photographer was a british lady!!! british accents make me laugh and shit! so every time she talked, i giggled! ahahaha. and i guess she lives in tujunga!

- she kept telling me funny stories and she said "i'm sorry, i'm getting a little distracted from our photoshoot. i like telling you funny stories, cuz you laugh, and you have such a great smile" ahahahahahahah. aw :] reminded me of my 7th grade english teacher, mrs. saunders.

- northridge mall afterwards. ate. walked around. gap. blah blah. drove home.

- hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... gabe bondoc sang a cover of love story by taylor swift. i just fell in love with gabe bondoc all over again.

my song to youuu <3

TOE: Jogging & Failure

TOE:

- so whilst eating dinner, i thought i could keep eating chicken nuggets, so i got a few more and put them on my plate. i was wrong. i feel like my stomach is about to explode.

- UPDATE: while i was typing the above sentence, i got this weird feeling in my stomach. i threw up in the bathroom. ahahahah wow.

- i went running around my neighborhood. i've never been so far down the hill in which i live on. i thought i was running okay, until i reached the bottom, and i realized, i had to find my way back up... not fun. i was at the bottom of the street, when this car parks a couple dozen feet in front of me. and so i kept jogging my tired ass off past the car, so they couldn't talk to me. (i'm very scared towards strangers after an incident i had with them) so i was starting to run in some weird street, and i wanted to just go back where i came from. however, that car was still parked there, so i got scared. luckily, the street just came back around up to the top of the hill.

- uphill jogging, let alone walking!!!, sucks ass shit.

- driving test tomorrow! i think i'm going to fail, and eventually have to re-take a shitload of tests. i haven't practiced in a long time. damn you, scared, overprotective parents who think i'm not an experienced driver... WELL DUHH! it's your fault that i'll be waiting another 6 months to get my license. wish me luck.

- UPDATE #2! my stomach is deflating. yay metabolism! and bulimia!

TOE: C-Squared, Transplant, and Gratefulness

TOE:

- i went outside. i said, "Dear Canyon Country, I hate you." i miss sunland.

- my dad finally got a new kidney! after 7, almost 8 years, he got a transplant two days ago. he is in great condition. sigh of relief.

- my mom won't leave my dad. i decide to take advantage of their king sized bed.

- this past weekend exceeded my expectations. i am grateful!

- there's this girl i know... i'm glad i know her <3

Guess What?

Jackie Ho's at my house right now :]]]]]]

YOU MUST BE JEALOUS.... MUCH.

TOE: Scary Buff Guy Who Wants to Murder Me, Wind, and Adrenaline

R-TOE:

- so i was walking in the mall today, and my eyes were looking at the floor. i look up a little, and my eyes end up looking at a really ripped, buff body with tattoos all over his arms and chest. so im like, whoa. and i like up, and this buff guy with piercings all over is looking at me with a really maniacal looking face. i ended up looking at the floor again.

- my mom and i went fan shopping today! off to home depot. there was this section with opened fans, cords ready to be plugged in and tried by the customer. so i'm looking at the desktop fans, while my mom's looking at like, floor fans and the oscillating ones. so i turn the corner, and i see, like, the fan of all fans. i plugged it in. i felt like i plugged in a plane's propeller. i ended up getting a pretty big/tall, kind of ugly looking, oscillating one.

- so i was looking at old pictures, and i came across this:


- let's take apple pictures!!

- lately, ive been super determined trying to keep my body in check, making sure i don't eat too much, i exercise, and i don't gain pounds. however, recently, i haven't been putting much effort into resisting food. i do feel okay with it though as it's been like a bajillion degrees everyday. i burn the calories anyway, because of my abnormal pores, making me sweat continuously.

- i am so excited. my excitement is causing my adrenaline to rise rapidly, thus causing me to clean extra-a lot before friday-saturday gets here!!!!!!!! yayyyyayayayayyyayayyayayayay :]

- i like typing up better blogs. blogs that i feel are actually worth, or interesting to read. for example, yesterday's entry sucked. tonight's.... much better, in my eyes :] enjoy!

TOE: Potential

R-TOE:

- This week(end) has the potential to be the best week of the summer, and furthermore, one of the best weeks in a longg tiime! There was/will be church, valencia town center, swimming, volleyball, preparations, and friday-saturday, IF the powerful man said yes. and after that, the rescheduled hurricane harbor trip will take place this following sunday, concluding a very plan-filled week!

- i really hope all goes according to plan. if so, i will be a happy happy man! i could finaally show you the house in person! show you what my life is! etc etc. goshh the anxiety is killing meeee! i hope and pray. hope and pray.

- aside from this week, living in canyon country is a drag.

- 120 days, soon to be 4 months. Sighhh (:

- i need a haircut. if my hair grows any longer, i'll look like my brother =O

don't know what else to blog about.

Thank You!

R-TOE:

- soo, i find out that jackie is liking her summer so far. and so, she expands this statement, saying that it's mainly because of me and our hangouts. so i thought... i love it when jackie compliments me. she makes me feel so nice and appreciated. and its even better because it's so rare to hear compliments from her, so i really :D when i hear one.

- FRIENDS! i have been watching friends syndicated episodes on television a lot lately. i miss friends. i think i will start watching all the seasons again. and since my friends live so far, ill stick with these friends. and i hope the friends on my face, go away at the same time.

- thats it.

TOE: Food

TOE: Food

- So i noticed i hate one thing. i hate it how one evening, you have absolutely nothing to eat for dinner. my grandma or mom, whomever, cooks like bad food or food i dont like eating. and then the next evening, my grandma/mom cooks TWO THINGS that are desirable! so yesterday, we had like ugly soup food. tonight, my mom cooks beef with brocolli! AND steak! wtf is that! and i didnt know what food to eat more of! i didnt know which to choose. SO, being the genius that i am, what i decided to do was eat the brocolli from the beef with brocolli. and then eat the steak! so it was steak with brocolli! hopefully there will be leftovers, so if theres bad food tomorrow, ill just re-have my dinner from tonight.

- i was just eating my delicious two-option dinner, when i was being retarded. i wanted to try and be funny to myself and make me laugh on the inside. so i was all, "what joke should i make up..." so i thought of this... you go to a Burger King, and you look at the menu for a long time, telling the cashier to wait, while youre still looking. so after awhile, they ask you one more time "what would you like to order?" and you say, "yes, can i have a big mac?" and the cashier goes, "i'm sorry, we dont serve that here..." and so you just walk away muttering, "i thought i could have it my way.." this joke made me giggle at the dinner table. :]

- another random thought. what the fuck is vinegar? like, i was looking at the nutrition facts, and theres like nothing in vinegar. so i started thinking, what the hell is vinegar? i mean, its like, spicy/salty, but theres no sodium or anything! is it bad if you drink too much of it? can you gain anything? any sickness? any disorder? i mean, what the ef is it? lol. so i abused it, and i kept putting some on my steak >:]

- the last thought made me think... what the fuck is pepper?

Sighhhh...

:( I got a freaking 3 on my ap calc exam!! i mean, im happy that i passed it. but it still means i have to take a math placement exam for any UC cuz its not a 4 or higher. LAME! and i feel left out cuz EVERYONE got 4's and 5's! PLUS, Kemple's going to hate me now! i cant show my face around him anymore! such a disgrace! i didnt meet his expectations... i remember in 10th grade he told me "don't worry, your name will be in the hall of 5's next year." D: ahhhh. however, i didnt take his prep class... i hope he can forgive me...

The TOE!

NEW BLOG LOOK! Like it? :]

Random TOE!
I just made up an acronym for my blog! Random TOE: Thoughts, Observations, and Events! ahahaha, im a genius.

- i'm gonna bring back passion. gabe bondoc had his turn! although it won't mean i'm gonna be like passion.

- 100, situps i promised j, i would do every night. 50, push ups, at least, when i feel like it. 45, minutes of tanning and reading twilight outside. a body that will satisfy a ho, priceless. :]

- everyone's been getting 4's or 5's in the calc exam. i don't want to feel left out, so even a 3 will be no good to me now.

- i want ice creaammm!! cookies n cream. ube. just anything cold and frozen!

- santa anita mall is gigante!! i like that mall.

- so, last night, while on the phone with JHo, we said our goodbyes. and i guess, during the time we were saying goodbye, i was feeling sleepy. so as soon as we hung up, i just knocked out for the whole night. the next morning, i wake up realizing i didnt even take the phone away from my ear. so i take it off, and my ear fucking hurts like hell. so later when i go online. aimtoday opens and the first headline i see is "Can Cellphone Use cause Cancer?" FUCK. i didnt bother to read it though.

- More Entries to come! I'm into blogging again. BYE.

I Want.

Random Thoughts, Observations, and Events:
- soooo, im tired of the song stolen by dashboard confessional. i hear it wayyy too much, as i go on this person's myspace a lot. "we watch the season pull....." ahh its okay, i think the chorus of that song is how that person is feeling (:

- goal for the summer. have small tanlines and a better body. wont be great. but better! :] to accomplish goal: swim swim swim.

- i sing like a mini gabe bondoc. ahahhaahahahaha. i recorded myself.

- i want pad thai. i want a milkshake. i want pho. i want hot cheetoes and cream cheese. i want ube ice cream. i want a red bean popsicle.

- i want jackie.



PS!!!! hiii jaaackie (10:22:45 PM): man, i am bored without you
:]]

Random Ryan

Random Thoughts, Observations, and Events.
- i want to rearrange my room; i'm getting quite tired of it. Maybe I could add things to make it more "room-y" A LARGE POSTER of a sky and put it on my ceiling to give an illusion of having a retractable ceiling, like the Wimbledon courts.

- having a pool right across from your street is so freaking convenient. although i do get a little chicken at 9:00 pm. i dive down into the water, and its awfully quiet. i swim back up, to rapidly look around to see if theres anybody willing to murder me at night.

- i was looking at top 100 R&B songs of the 90's. boyyyyy, i missed old songs. all about finding their loves, losing them, and waiting for them to come back. ahaha. blackstreet anybody? tlc?

- speaking of songs. i find it difficult to look for new songs nowadays. so i am just resorting to songs of history and old favorites. however, i did find some new artists to be keeping in my watch as they sound delightful.

- i never want to be associated with drugs, smoking, or drinking. i watched alpha dog.

- i am suddenly having the greatest urge to play volleyball. nahhh. my greatness will not be displayed again until next spring. ;)

- no more hair products. or at least, they will be limited. i hope it's okay.

- i'm a few steps ahead. too soon? me and breaks dont mix. haha

- Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie. i need to think about something else...

- ta ta :D

Only in America

So yesterday, my dad and I went to Sylmar to get some stuff from The Home Depot. And I hadn't eaten anything yet for the whole day, so my dad was all, "Let's eat at the Chinese Restaurant." So in my mind, I was like, there's a Chinese restaurant in the middle of Sylmar? Which is the most Mexican, Hispanic, Latino, El Salvadorian, etc. city that we're really close to. So we go inside and the CHINESE restaurant is run by Mexicans. To add to that, the only thing Chinese is the food. There were probably 50 pictures on the wall of AMERICAN things. -_- theres like James Dean pictures, Audrey Hepburn pictures, Drive-in theaters, Oldsmobiles and Ford models. And the mat by the door said "Bienvenidos!" o_O A CHINESE restaurant, in a MEXICAN city run by Mexicans, with AMERICAN decorations. Only in America.

Sigh of Relief

Thanks for the call back sweetness. Mmmmmmm :]]

Damn Summer

I miss Jackie Ho "/

King of Pop

Awwww, I can't believe it!
Rest in peace Michael Jackson :[
So so sadd D:

Fast Fact #1

I am a fool.

Last Week of School "/

HELLO BLOGGER! long time no blog! so i couldnt blog yesterday, cuz 1, i kinda forgot to, and 2, even if i remembered, my internet was down all last night until this morning when i fixed it! so sorry about that!

but anyway! wow how long its been since i last blogged. so many things in life happened. i dont even know where to start...

lmao, so while im blogging right now, im sitting in my family room which is just across the dining area. my grandma is sitting on one of the chairs on the dining table, and i thought she was watching me when i look over and shes sleeping. her eyes are closed, and her mouth is open ahahahh. lmao. shes kinda swaying back and forth cuz her head bobs down, and she wakes up picking it back up. and repeat. ahahaha. lmao, now she just put her head on the table. ahaha man, talk about narcolepsy ahaha.

soooo schools almost over! this is pretty much the last week of education for my junior year. after wednesday, i am done with learning and working! i cannot wait for that whatsoever cuz ive already been slacking off everything that ive been doing recently. i am excited. i am NOT, whatsoever, excited for the seniors leaving though. i can wait forever for them to graduate, i don't mind at all. especially, of course, JHo, who will no longer be at school after school's over. she wont be in sunland anymore. let alone, be in LA County anymore, as she will soon move to San Diego! "/ which makes me completely depressed just at the thought of that occurring. September 24? is that when youre officially a San Diegoan? "/ i have many feelings and opinions towards it, but ill let her know herself. :] but yea, sorry for the seniors who are leaving. i probably will never talk to you guys again. but enjoy college and the rest of your lives. i wish you the best.

the volleyball season is over! finallyyy! after, 3 months of volleyball, i am done with it. i am tired of playing, although i still enjoy to play it. our overall record was... 16-5? o something like that. losing in the quarterfinals in the city championships against number 1 sylmar. and losing in the first round in the soCal regional state championships against number 1 mater dei. so playing against number 1 teams arent really a good thing for us. but hey, it was fun! now girls tryouts are only beginning, and jamie, JHo's sister, tried out and made the team! soo i will work with her as much as possible to get her to a very superior level than most other people are. im yoda, while shes darth sidius. im qui gon jin while shes obi wan kenobi. im obi wan kenobi while shes anakin skywalker. im still obi wan kenobi while shes luke skywalker. im gonna make her amazing ;) haha. she has a lot of potential as she hustles a lot. and shes small. perfect for passing. cant wait til their season starts; it gives JHo a reason to come to sunland :] haha.

PROM! so prom 2009 was amaaaaaaazing!! :] i know im super late in updating about prom as it was, two weeks ago... but prom 2009: love story at park plaza in los angeles, california was just wonderful. going to JHo's house almost forgetting the corsage and the boutonniere. taking pictures at the house, and getting to see ethan and lauren! getting to the plaza, taking pictures, and eating. dancing!! and after, sleeping over at ceejays house with jackie, janice, ceejay, rick and martin. it was just a one-of-a-kind experience, and ill never forget that weekend. she was the most perfect prom date, and girlfriend, any guy could ask for, and i feel honored that i was her man for the night. it truly was a blessing.

so here is my prom date, JHo. there are no words to describe how WOW she looks. somebody contact webster, and create a word much more outstanding than beautiful. NOW. the moment she stepped out of her house, i was just in awe. i am so grateful to call her my prom date, and of course, as my girlfriend (:



she even looks better than me in my own outfit!...

everybody looked great!

lately, its been very gloomy and cloudy in sunland. its been like 69, 68, 69 etc etc for the weather. its nice and all, but... its JUNE! its practically summer already!! i dont understand why its so chilly outside! i have no problem with it, but it just makes me go wtf? plus, im running out of winter clothes, and i have to resort to wearing the same sweater/jacket every other day! bring on 80's and 79's ahaha. not cold but not hot either! haha.

photobucket is amazing. it uploads pictures so fast. 55 images, uploaded in 30 seconds o_O

so my brothers roommate, karina, is sleeping over for a week? i think. i think they secretly have feelings for each other and are secretly dating. ahahah. i was snooping around in my brothers phone and they talk on the phone for like 3 hours til 4 o clock at night. it makes me wonder like, why the hell they need to talk so long when they live with each other.... awkwarrdd....

sooo, JHo! plan to sleep over my house soon! or at least some day! i think youll be able to :]]] or you can just come over to my house for a day or something! go swimming, hang out, talk, whatever. itll be fun. mydaddylikesyou :]] dont worry about the women of the house. ahaha. come over already! :] or let me come over so your daddy can assassinate me. ill be eating and your dad would have poisoned the dumplings or put chemicals in the noodles. (most asian-like foods i could think of ahaha) but anyway, im scared of your parents. your parents wont like me nor will they accept me. you have vincent over here already wanting you to meet a new guy in SD haha. jk :] but im scared to meet any of your chinese family.

on freakin friday! we decided to go to taco bell for rick's birthday! and boyy was that interesting. this bum came in to order some food, and as he goes into line, jackie says "you can cut in front of us" or something like that. and the guy goes, "You're purrty, i'd take you home, but im homeless" soo at first, i was like wtf. that was the most random shit ever right? and so were still deciding what to order, and i take jackie back to sit with rick, ceejay, and geri. so we stay there for a bit looking at the old man, and after he orders or something, he goes near us. jackies looking down and avoiding contact, while im looking at the man. the guys like looking at jackie in a very perverted and creepy manner. winking and smirking. and im like wtf. so i telling to stop bothering us and talking to us. and he starts talking about how sunland is his town and shit. and he goes, "do you have a gun?" i said no. and he was all "cuz i dont think youd wanna be messing with me man, cuz im a former marine" or some stupid shit like that. and im like telling him to stop disrespecting us and to just leave us alone. and this other guy in the room is saying how we shouldnt worry, one punch and we could knock him out. and while were still talking hes still winking and shit. and man. i got pretty heated. so we just left and decided to eat from mcdonalds... fucking drunks in sunland. so stupid. i hope that never happens to you again baby "/

hmmm, i feel like i blogged a lot. this week will be full of surprises and depressions and stress. it will be very interesting to see what is in store for us in the future. i hope everyone will have an extraordinary week, and more updates on blogger in the near future.

lemme copy from a hiiijaaackie.blogspot.com....

Love has no distance baby.

PROMPROMPROMPROMPROMPROM!

This blog entry is more like a YouTube Favorites list...






In other news:

I am going to Senior Prom 2009 at Park Plaza in Los Angeles, CA, on June 6, 2009. My date you see, she's a JACK-of-all-trades, really special. And waiting for Prom 2009, is KILLIN me; I'm so excited for it. My date is also the same date as from HOmecoming 2008. :] Put it together, you get my beautiful & caring girlfriend (: I got approval from my mother already, as she did with her parents. and pretty much all is set. We're just in the stage of what clothes we're going to be wearing on the night of.

We're going to prommm! We're goinggg to promm!! We're going to PROM!!
I wanted to make you happy, and I'm almost certain, I have succeeded (:

This is only the beginning <3

SATs and Claws

HOLA HOLA HOLA! sounds like holla holla holla! but in the spanish that would sound like hoya hoya hoya! anyways. hello :]

So, i took the SATs yesterday, May 2, 2009 at Glendale High School. i had to wake up early and i got ready. and so i was done getting ready at like 6:30. so my parents woke up and got ready, and i guess they didnt know we were gonna pick ceejay up, so they lagged it. and so when told them, my dad was like shit let's go. so it was 6:50 by the time we left our house. and when my mom and i leave at that time for school we usually get to sunland around 7:30. so my dad was like youre gonna be late unless we speed up. so we drove on the free ways, and we ended up speeding like the whooollee time x) average mph was like 82 mph. my dad would be all "ryan check the on-ramps see if any cops are merging onto the freeway" ahahaha. so anyway, instead of 7:30, we got to sunland at 7:10 ahahaha. picked ceejay up and went to glendale.

at glendale, took the SATs, which i just found out dont even stand for anything anymore. the math was simple. geometry and algebra stuffff. i ended up answering all math questions, but i think i guessed on like 5. and the english, was easier than i though it to be. i know a lot of vocabulary that i thought i wouldnt know. and the essay was okay. i hope i get a 1500. at least.

after that we watched xmen origins: wolverine and that movie was siiccckkkkkkkkkk. especially if youre an xmen buff, youll see a lot of easter eggs and little trivia things that make you go "oh how coool!" and gambit is sexy. so cool. his accent was inconsistent, but hes so cool.

thennn we went back to sunland and watched the pacquiao fight at martins house. that shit was exciting for the 2 rounds it was worth. damn. we were all screaming and jumping and everything! everytime theres a pacquiao fight, theres always a fiesta going on in every filipino house. they treat these boxing matches as holidays and reasons to celebrate. ahaha. but anyway, pacman won!

todaayyyy! i had alllll this homework to do! so i wouldnt be so caught up in it during the week. but the perfect score and the game plan later, ryan buenviaje gets tooooo lazy!

Stressful week this week. Wish me luck. Bye readers!

I Didn't Forget

JHO! boy oh boy. she is something to talk about. she gets my heart racin. she makes my day. she stays up til 4 am with me. she wakes me up at 12:30. theres just some things about her that make me feel so right <3

however, we didnt spend much time on friday! and arent going able to spend much time tomorrow either because of an ap exam shes not studying for and a city playoffs game she is not playing in. i guess tuesday! will be a good day then ;)

Very Luckyyy.

jho, i like you, tremendously (:

Her <3

She Ho is my faaavorite (:

Happy One Month!

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School's Back D=

AHHHH theres escuela tomorrow! im excited, yet depressed! excited i will be out of the household everyday now, seeing people that make my life all the more worthwhile! :] yet depressed as there will be the stresses and difficulties that come together with the hellheaven known as school!

spring break was mostly boring this year. aside from a couple of realllly greattt days. i was unfortunately stuck at my home, at least 30 minutes away from everybody i usually spend my time with. sooo, i felt really lonesome at this house. whatever. at least were finally finished moving in! now, DECORATING TIME! ahaha. making it look even prettier. :]

I COULD FINALLY DRINK SODA!!! LENT SUCKS. BUT EASTER MAKES UP FOR IT.

Rick and Ceejay slept over my house. first time a friend has ever slept over my house. weird. but FUN! "Welcome to the blue house" ahahahahaha lmao.

uploaded a shitload of new jams into myPod. i cant wait to listen to ALL OF THEM! i freaking have the Lady GaGa album in there. she is amazing.

for those of you who are going back to school, fuck, right?
for those of you who have been going to school, fuck, right?
for those of you who just got on spring break, or have no school, fuck you, alright?

byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye!

Nine times Three! (:

R&J

Day Twenty-Two. I like us :] She came to Sunland today, allllll the way from Lincoln, and I came to Sunland today, allllll the way from Canyon Country. I guess you could say, we work for our relationship :] lol. Today was fun! We walked around Hillrose and Woodward, and ate at Mcdonald's, as alwayyyss! ahaha. Twas funn and interesting! :] She also got a second go at Tommy's Fries, stuffing them into her mouth at the last second before the bus stopped to pick them up haha. I hope we get to hang out at least one more day over Spring Break cuz i will just miss her too damn much, if we don't! Thanks for today Pumpkin :]

When my sister picked me up from Ceejay's, she wanted to stop by the mall, to shop for 30 minutes. So when i went, i tried to look for a shirt that i really wanted, but had no luck in finding! So i tried every store in Burbank. there was one more store to look in, and i was like "Should i even waste my time with this store anyway??" but, i still had time to spare, so i went in, and i looked around. i had no luck yet again, until i go to the most hidden corner of the store -_- I FOUND THE SHIRT I WANTED! so, i look at the price... and it cost $24.00. mann. luckily, there was a 50% off sale, so it would have cost me $11.99! so i get my money, and i go to the cashier lady and she scans the shirt. and she says, "i guess this shirt has been marked down so many times! it will only cost you $5.45"!!! so luckily, i found a shirt that ive been wanting! for a much cheaper price, that i would have settled down for, and now i have extra pocket money i did not intend on having! Next on my list, new jeans! and, more shirts!

GOOD! Favorite cover of this song :]]]]]]]


I miss volleyball "/


You look kind of cute <3
Like,
Ryan

LG

Why, hello blogger :] For the last couple entries, my fellow bloggers have been complaining why my entries have been soooo long. SO! i will make this a short ass blogger!

Welcome to Life-Update Numero Tres!

just like the phone company, LG. Life's Good. Let's start off with School! everyone's favorite place to be at. School has been pretty swell lately. APUSH is a drag. im not even taking the exam. i have no faith in me to do well. English is funnnnnn. i like mrs. buchanan! shes funny! she tells us to take out our books to write some notes. and everyone has blank stares and bored looks. all kind of half-asleep, and mrs. buchanan goes "everyone looks so excited!" ahahaha. i crack up. and then shes talking to herself thinking about what to do next. and she stops talking and says, "i am weird. i am talking to myself" maaan lmao thats funny. anyway. painting class is pretty fun too! we always listen to gangster rap in that class and everytime the rapper goes "nigga!" the class goes, "WHOA!" ahahahahah. spring break is next week. :] but :[

Volleyball is funnnnnnn! the team so far, is 7-1, only losing to van nuys so far. i guess we have had the best start in volleyball team history ever! thats sicckkk seeing as we are all newcomers to the varsity team. we had the funnest game yesterday against Grant, winning 3-2, our first 5 game match of the season. we won! :] we are probably going to hold practice during spring break, from 7-9 am. :[[[ i cant get my sleep during spring break anyway :[ more pimples! :[[[

Friends are great. i just havent been able to hang out lately because of this moving process. i miss them. they miss me. aw :] haha. i hope to hang out soon though, since spring break is coming up, and we're almost done with this moving nonsense. man i need a car! so i could just go places whenever i want toooooo! but anyway, i think were gonna hang out finally. tomorrow! probably glendale which i havent been to in years! since like winter break!

My new house is amazing. the end.

My girlfriend :] Her name is.... nevermind. she doesnt like to be publicized. ahahahah. but anyway. she likes a faggot; does that make her gay too? anywhoooo, she makes me so :] we have been together for about two and a half weeks now! and its going well, at least, i assume. she could be like hating me, but i dont know it. oh well. ahaha. i think she likes me too though ahaha. i think i make her life better. my geniusness has rubbed off on her as she is fricken intelligent at math now. ahahaha. but anyway, i think its safe to say we make each other happier :] aw thats so cute! (: i had to use a she-who-shall-not-be-named face just cuz of how cute it is :]]] too bad a break of spring will cause a break of thing for a week. OH THATS GOOD! it rhymes too! ;) mmmmm OLIVES! :]

Hmmmmm... I like her :]

Umm, i have more to say, but i have a project to start now. due tomorrow! I heart procrastination! :]

PS. i had more to say about she-who-shall-not-be-named, but its forbidden... ahahahah.

PSS. i feel like my girlfriend is voldemort now....

So Many Things Are Official

I am truly happy for you. Congratulations! You really deserved it!

AND as for me... I can say the same things.

Remember the date baby, March 16, 2009. Symbolizes a lot.

(:

1) Arizona Pomegranate Green Tea with Natural Flavors is my addiction.

2) Thank you for the Peppermint flavored Chapstick Classic.

I hope it will be different this time.
Have a nice day! :]]]]

Life Update #2

Why, hello there! :] havent been in these parts of the web in some time! and since im gonna talk about my life!, im using the same blog title name!

sooo first things first. life is good. lets start off with of course! volleyball! so yesterday we had a Varsity Vs. Faculty game. and let me tell you, i did amazing. x) i really think i did. so the past week or two, ive been kind of on the verge of not playing all around cuz my hittings been stinky. plus we got all these hitters on the team and theyve all been doing well. so yesterday, i stepped it up and showed reinhart what i could do. i realized during JV warmups that i was jumping wayy too late, and getting the ball on the way below the net and thats just gonna end in a block. so i figured it out and mastered it during the game. during game one, did really well getting the balls in. and reinhart saw that, so he decided to keep me in for game 2, which was shocking. SO IN GAME 2! i hit this really high set just straight down and that really started things off for me. i kept hitting cross courts and everything. i tagged navarro, and since hes my third period, he said, "well uh ryan, i think i may have lost some of your papers and artwork" ahahah. but yea, we ended up winning the match. after the game i was talking to phillip saying how no ones gonna take my spot from me and i really showed it. reinhart complimented me after the game. that was the best feeling ever.

Along with the faculty game, we got our official volleyball duffel bags, i got some active ankles, were getting our warm ups and jerseys on monday! we got the shoes and we got the headbands, resulting in what would be a very damn ass good looking volleyball team come our first game this Monday, March 2, 2009 against Reseda High School. I called it, i'm gonna be beastly.

In other newss, school is retarded. although i am a genius!, right? x) i hate everything about education. theres just been so much going on this week that ive been stressed out way too many days. we're making this project, a newscast about europe, for ap us hist. and so i play the role of Hitler in one of our scenes. so we were near the small gym, recording when we remembered to get something from the class. yet no one wanted to go back, leaving myself to go and get it. it was funny cuz i was walking and running back to the class with a hitler mustache, and a swascztika(sp?) on my arm. so i either put my head down, or covered my face with my hand. hhah. that was pretty funny. it was pretty funny too, hitler has a mohawk x)

english class is alright. its very fast paced so i fall behind at times, but im doing well so far. and painting class is funnnnn. it makes me appreciate art more. well, at least, shading. haha. weve been learning abuot shading, and everytime i look at something, i feel like i can draw it, and shade, making it look real. haha. its fun. navarros fuuuuuunnyy, and hes a very very very good art teacher.

on the homefront, my familys been getting ready to move recently, so weve had all these boxes just laying around the house. moving still hasnt sunk in to me yet, and i dont want it to, so ive refused to do any packing of my clothes and other belongings. haha. ill have to do it eventually. but on a lighter note, i am excited to move. i will finally get my own room and have privacy around the house.

my friends have been great thus far. i miss alexandria david though! "/ i havent really talked to her in quite some time. we need to hang out soon. pull myself from this sunland life for a day and hang out with you. get my mind off everything, but yet talk about everything. the fellas have been homo as always. gaby and steph! we need to hang out. rebuilding old friendships. and maintaining existing ones. i am grateful.

other little notes and tidbits. ive gotten so many people into gabe bondoc its so cool. ahaha. i talk about him, and then tell people about it, and they start listening and liking him more too. man, im influential! :] thank you for introducing me to hot cheetoes and cream cheese, cant wait til we eat our ice cream! haha. cautious and careful. after not having been to ihop for 16 years, ive been there twice in the past three weeks, amazing. ive been reminiscent. you are an idiot for doing what you do and say and write. can i add "fucking" to "idiot" cuz you really are. late night phone calls and short hangouts. i miss the mt. gleason days. ive been eating a lot of french bread lately, like the ones from vons. my moms been buying that a lot, and its like the best bread ever so i keep eating it x) and my dad on the other hand has been addicted to those big ass $7.99 sub sandwiches from vons, which i also think is french bread with stuff, so the more bread the merrier? lol. Psych, Friday Night Lights, Lost, ABDC, love themm. movies to watch: he's just not that into you and the watchmen. open houses and back to school nights just aint what they used to be.

Looking forward to this upcoming week! I hope everyone has a tremendous one. this has been a long ass blog read and i hope you didn't get too bored of it. at least it will take about 3 minutes of your life! i have no pictures of anything to show "/ soorry. toodles

Life Update #1

Soooo! i felt like blogging today sooooo bad for some reason. i just havent blogged in quite some time and plus i was bored. i was bored because i have no homework. i have no homework because we took our finals today for most classes. we took our finals today because term B is finally goshdamning, ending! and term B is finally ending because its like, february 6 tomorrow! :]]]

soo school has been pretty dandy recently! weve been taking finals in our classes. i got a 69 on my calc final -_- but thats okay. it replaced my 64 by 5 points ahaha, and i managed to get a LOW ASS B in the class. worst grade of my whole life, even though its still a B. its cuz its a 79%! but anyway. all my other classes, im flying through them, except maybe physics, which by the way, im glad is finally over. im so sick of mr. canny and everything about that class. we took a finals for that class too, and i think i did fine. a lot of easy math questions.

im sad to see that i wont have spanish 2 anymore cuz that class is so damn easy. but at least i have volleyball to look forward to EVERY SINGLE DAY FROM NOW ON!!! :]]] speaking of volleyball, ive been in a slump lately. i havent been hitting well, although my defense is finally getting to where it was when season ended last year. i just need to work on offense. i need to work out, cuz i hit the ball like a pussy, even though i totally tagged karl yesterday during try outs.

my friends have been great as of late. ive been hanging out with geri a lot lately, and its nice to be getting close again like how it was in 9th grade. getting close to the volleyball guys... i think were gonna be a "family" this year. ahahah. and yeaaa. hmmm, about the ladies... nothing much has been going on. just living life as it is. i have been thinking a lot about having a girlfriend though. siigghh. haha. buttttt i am getting some confidence back on how fuckin cute i am. ahahah. valentines day is coming up! or single awareness day for others! who is your valentine? <3

my grandma had this problem the other day, which led to us calling 911 at around 6:20 in the morning "/ the scariest shit that ever happened in my whole life. my mom was crying and we were all scared. paramedics came and they gave her some shots and had to carry her onto a stretcher and roll her out of my house. she was fine though when i came home, thank god. she was telling me how she woke up in the ambulance car and she was thinking to herself, "did i just get kidnapped?" ahahaha lmao. thats funny huh. freaking lola :]

theres a ski trip on saturday from 7:30 am to 4-ish pm. im excited. cuz one, i havent seen snow since i was like 9! two, its raining today and its really cold so it might actually be snowing when we get there :]]]] three, its gunna be with friends and not family, so itll be funnn! and 4! snowball fights :]]]]] PLUS after the ski trip, stephie's having her early birthday party. itll be fun as its gonna be nice to see her again! :]

i have been watching a lot of tv lately. my shows be LOST! America's Best Dance Crew! Psych! Friday Night Lights! and of course all the Laker games! lost is fuckinn crazy as shiittt. gettin all shocked every episode cuz of all the damn "WHOA" moments. ABDC is kinda wack cuz my most favorite crews in the beginning of the season, were pretty much the first two to get eliminated. buut i like beatfreaks and strikers all stars now :]] Psych is fuckinn hilariouuss. i forgot how much i loved that show! and how good and interesting it is as well! and of course, Friday Night Lights with all the freakin drama going on; i love it :]]

Gabe Bondoc is still my idol. now im trying to grow a beard to look even more like him! listen to him please. youtube.com/gabebondoc. listen to this girl who does covers of songs i like. her name is erika rose bautista. shes all awkward when shes talking but i have a youtube crush on her. haha.

i think im done. i wrote a lot. dont get too wet today. nor tomorrow. nor any rainy day. have a nice weekend folks :]

Lilcdawg Baby... Wassup. Idol.

So as some of you might know, recently, ive been really into this person. Everything that this person does is just so great and makes me =O and :] he is my idol. he is Gabe Bondoc! haha. every song that he sings makes me completely like the song. he sang a jonas brothers song that i dont really like, but when i listened to him cover it, i like it. haha. he even writes songs and pretty much all of his songs are ones i could relate to and everything! its so great! not to mention that hes foiiine! no homo. maybe a little? haha jk. not realy. jk. haha. kinda... ahah jk. not really. no really he is foiine. jk. i dunno. ahahah. but yea. man. ive tried to copy his hair cuz he inspires me ahaha. i get inspired soo much by him! godd! i have a man crush. the day i get to meet him is the last you'll ever hear ryan buenviaje. cuz ill be so starstruck that ill want to change my name to Gabe Buenviaje. man. listen to his songs! CLICK HERE -> Gabe Bon-sexy <-CLICK HERE i recommend: forever cover, i remember cover, take you down cover, i just want you cover, come on over baby cover my plan, dictionary and pretty much every song! ahahah. but those ones are the besterest! :]]]]] but yea. theres my two cents on my idol. haha. I MEAN COME ON! LOOK AT HIM



no homo.

and when im not being my gay little self, she becomes my wife :]



ANYWAY! enough about gabe <3 no homo. theres been so much stuff that i havent been able to blog about, its crazy! i missed, my bff day with Alexandria David, which was great. i missed playing volleyball for the first time this year, and still getting ready for this season! i missed school work and stressful people. i missed barack obamas inauguration! which was totally emotional and really great to see. i missed other general sad things, funny things, weird things, surprising things, and happy things (: pretty much, ive missed 2009. ahahah. buut, theres still a whole lot of year left in this year, so for now, i will leave. pretty short, but also kinda long blog entry.

Final Notes:
damn school. pictures of 2008 will still be updated when i get some more. more blog entries i promise. i saw saw v. im sick but i feel like im getting better. happy birthday megan albano. proposition G ahahah. have a nice one everybody :] and watch gabe bondoc :]

By the way! FUCK PROPAGANDA! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU! good bye :]

It's Not Too Late To Say Goodbye. HELLA PICTURES :)

"Every freakin night and every freakin day.I want to freak you baby in every freakin way.Every freakin night and every freakin day i want to freak you girl your body is so freakin tight.every freakin night and every freakin Day .i want to freak you baby in every freakin way.Every freakin day and every freakin night.I want to sing 2 you baby."

~J. Holiday - Sing 2 You

I like that part in the song. hahaha. cuz he says freakin a lot :] but anyway. First blog entry of 2009! and it says freak in it a lot! =D alright! I hope you all had a great 2008, as mine was. i know im kinda late in this 2008 wrap-up, but hey, i can't just forget about the year like that!

overall, it was a great year! stuff i want to remember. stuff id rather not. stuff i can't forget about. stuff i don't remember anymore. stuff that changed who i am. stuff that strengthened my past traits, if that even makes sense. stuff im looking forward to. stuff i can't wait to let go. all in all, 2008 was full of stuff, stuff that have changed my life. you were a great one, 2008. goodbye.

and for you readers, i would like to say that i want to start blogging more! is this resolution? hopefully. i dont really have a picture related to what i typed, so heres like, a whole mess of pictures from 2008. some seen, some unseen. just look at me in each one x). ill truly miss these times. hope you enjoy looking :]


And in no particular order :]


If I find more, ill just add them to this post! Thanks for viewing my Phlog :] I love you 2008. But, welcome 2009 :]

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