Monday, July 27, 2009

Movies

SOOOO... due to my boring summer and my lack of productivity here in my house of mine, I decided somebody had to suffer the consequences. That somebody, is the movie industry! Because I have absolutely nothing to do at home, I'm going to abuse watch-movies-links.net and watch as many movies as I possibly can from now, until September. First movies I watched:

Taken:
Good thriller/action/suspense/mystery/awesome movie. Liam Neeson acted amazingly in that movie. And I have an inner hatred for Albanians now, even though I've never met one.

He's Just Not That Into You:
I like the dialogue in this movie a lot. It's very witty and very realistic. I found myself being the girl in the movie more.... I am so homo.

SO TAKE THAT MOVIE INDUSTRY! AND YOU'RE EVER-INCREASING TICKET PRICES!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Wanted

So i'm in the kitchen and my mom asks me if i want to eat. So i keep going and i grab a plate. So, I turn back around and my mom's gone. BUT, she is on the floor, fly-swatter in hand. Right next to her, a dead fly.

Reminded me of one of those chosen ones from Wanted.

Friday, July 24, 2009

TOE: Senior Portraits

So, I went to take my Senior Portraits today at Northridge. It was quite an interesting visit...

- my photographer was a british lady!!! british accents make me laugh and shit! so every time she talked, i giggled! ahahaha. and i guess she lives in tujunga!

- she kept telling me funny stories and she said "i'm sorry, i'm getting a little distracted from our photoshoot. i like telling you funny stories, cuz you laugh, and you have such a great smile" ahahahahahahah. aw :] reminded me of my 7th grade english teacher, mrs. saunders.

- northridge mall afterwards. ate. walked around. gap. blah blah. drove home.

- hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... gabe bondoc sang a cover of love story by taylor swift. i just fell in love with gabe bondoc all over again.

my song to youuu <3

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

TOE: Jogging & Failure

TOE:

- so whilst eating dinner, i thought i could keep eating chicken nuggets, so i got a few more and put them on my plate. i was wrong. i feel like my stomach is about to explode.

- UPDATE: while i was typing the above sentence, i got this weird feeling in my stomach. i threw up in the bathroom. ahahahah wow.

- i went running around my neighborhood. i've never been so far down the hill in which i live on. i thought i was running okay, until i reached the bottom, and i realized, i had to find my way back up... not fun. i was at the bottom of the street, when this car parks a couple dozen feet in front of me. and so i kept jogging my tired ass off past the car, so they couldn't talk to me. (i'm very scared towards strangers after an incident i had with them) so i was starting to run in some weird street, and i wanted to just go back where i came from. however, that car was still parked there, so i got scared. luckily, the street just came back around up to the top of the hill.

- uphill jogging, let alone walking!!!, sucks ass shit.

- driving test tomorrow! i think i'm going to fail, and eventually have to re-take a shitload of tests. i haven't practiced in a long time. damn you, scared, overprotective parents who think i'm not an experienced driver... WELL DUHH! it's your fault that i'll be waiting another 6 months to get my license. wish me luck.

- UPDATE #2! my stomach is deflating. yay metabolism! and bulimia!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

TOE: C-Squared, Transplant, and Gratefulness

TOE:

- i went outside. i said, "Dear Canyon Country, I hate you." i miss sunland.

- my dad finally got a new kidney! after 7, almost 8 years, he got a transplant two days ago. he is in great condition. sigh of relief.

- my mom won't leave my dad. i decide to take advantage of their king sized bed.

- this past weekend exceeded my expectations. i am grateful!

- there's this girl i know... i'm glad i know her <3

Friday, July 17, 2009

Guess What?

Jackie Ho's at my house right now :]]]]]]

YOU MUST BE JEALOUS.... MUCH.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

TOE: Scary Buff Guy Who Wants to Murder Me, Wind, and Adrenaline

R-TOE:

- so i was walking in the mall today, and my eyes were looking at the floor. i look up a little, and my eyes end up looking at a really ripped, buff body with tattoos all over his arms and chest. so im like, whoa. and i like up, and this buff guy with piercings all over is looking at me with a really maniacal looking face. i ended up looking at the floor again.

- my mom and i went fan shopping today! off to home depot. there was this section with opened fans, cords ready to be plugged in and tried by the customer. so i'm looking at the desktop fans, while my mom's looking at like, floor fans and the oscillating ones. so i turn the corner, and i see, like, the fan of all fans. i plugged it in. i felt like i plugged in a plane's propeller. i ended up getting a pretty big/tall, kind of ugly looking, oscillating one.

- so i was looking at old pictures, and i came across this:


- let's take apple pictures!!

- lately, ive been super determined trying to keep my body in check, making sure i don't eat too much, i exercise, and i don't gain pounds. however, recently, i haven't been putting much effort into resisting food. i do feel okay with it though as it's been like a bajillion degrees everyday. i burn the calories anyway, because of my abnormal pores, making me sweat continuously.

- i am so excited. my excitement is causing my adrenaline to rise rapidly, thus causing me to clean extra-a lot before friday-saturday gets here!!!!!!!! yayyyyayayayayyyayayyayayayay :]

- i like typing up better blogs. blogs that i feel are actually worth, or interesting to read. for example, yesterday's entry sucked. tonight's.... much better, in my eyes :] enjoy!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

TOE: Potential

R-TOE:

- This week(end) has the potential to be the best week of the summer, and furthermore, one of the best weeks in a longg tiime! There was/will be church, valencia town center, swimming, volleyball, preparations, and friday-saturday, IF the powerful man said yes. and after that, the rescheduled hurricane harbor trip will take place this following sunday, concluding a very plan-filled week!

- i really hope all goes according to plan. if so, i will be a happy happy man! i could finaally show you the house in person! show you what my life is! etc etc. goshh the anxiety is killing meeee! i hope and pray. hope and pray.

- aside from this week, living in canyon country is a drag.

- 120 days, soon to be 4 months. Sighhh (:

- i need a haircut. if my hair grows any longer, i'll look like my brother =O

don't know what else to blog about.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Thank You!

R-TOE:

- soo, i find out that jackie is liking her summer so far. and so, she expands this statement, saying that it's mainly because of me and our hangouts. so i thought... i love it when jackie compliments me. she makes me feel so nice and appreciated. and its even better because it's so rare to hear compliments from her, so i really :D when i hear one.

- FRIENDS! i have been watching friends syndicated episodes on television a lot lately. i miss friends. i think i will start watching all the seasons again. and since my friends live so far, ill stick with these friends. and i hope the friends on my face, go away at the same time.

- thats it.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

TOE: Food

TOE: Food

- So i noticed i hate one thing. i hate it how one evening, you have absolutely nothing to eat for dinner. my grandma or mom, whomever, cooks like bad food or food i dont like eating. and then the next evening, my grandma/mom cooks TWO THINGS that are desirable! so yesterday, we had like ugly soup food. tonight, my mom cooks beef with brocolli! AND steak! wtf is that! and i didnt know what food to eat more of! i didnt know which to choose. SO, being the genius that i am, what i decided to do was eat the brocolli from the beef with brocolli. and then eat the steak! so it was steak with brocolli! hopefully there will be leftovers, so if theres bad food tomorrow, ill just re-have my dinner from tonight.

- i was just eating my delicious two-option dinner, when i was being retarded. i wanted to try and be funny to myself and make me laugh on the inside. so i was all, "what joke should i make up..." so i thought of this... you go to a Burger King, and you look at the menu for a long time, telling the cashier to wait, while youre still looking. so after awhile, they ask you one more time "what would you like to order?" and you say, "yes, can i have a big mac?" and the cashier goes, "i'm sorry, we dont serve that here..." and so you just walk away muttering, "i thought i could have it my way.." this joke made me giggle at the dinner table. :]

- another random thought. what the fuck is vinegar? like, i was looking at the nutrition facts, and theres like nothing in vinegar. so i started thinking, what the hell is vinegar? i mean, its like, spicy/salty, but theres no sodium or anything! is it bad if you drink too much of it? can you gain anything? any sickness? any disorder? i mean, what the ef is it? lol. so i abused it, and i kept putting some on my steak >:]

- the last thought made me think... what the fuck is pepper?

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Sighhhh...

:( I got a freaking 3 on my ap calc exam!! i mean, im happy that i passed it. but it still means i have to take a math placement exam for any UC cuz its not a 4 or higher. LAME! and i feel left out cuz EVERYONE got 4's and 5's! PLUS, Kemple's going to hate me now! i cant show my face around him anymore! such a disgrace! i didnt meet his expectations... i remember in 10th grade he told me "don't worry, your name will be in the hall of 5's next year." D: ahhhh. however, i didnt take his prep class... i hope he can forgive me...

Monday, July 6, 2009

The TOE!

NEW BLOG LOOK! Like it? :]

Random TOE!
I just made up an acronym for my blog! Random TOE: Thoughts, Observations, and Events! ahahaha, im a genius.

- i'm gonna bring back passion. gabe bondoc had his turn! although it won't mean i'm gonna be like passion.

- 100, situps i promised j, i would do every night. 50, push ups, at least, when i feel like it. 45, minutes of tanning and reading twilight outside. a body that will satisfy a ho, priceless. :]

- everyone's been getting 4's or 5's in the calc exam. i don't want to feel left out, so even a 3 will be no good to me now.

- i want ice creaammm!! cookies n cream. ube. just anything cold and frozen!

- santa anita mall is gigante!! i like that mall.

- so, last night, while on the phone with JHo, we said our goodbyes. and i guess, during the time we were saying goodbye, i was feeling sleepy. so as soon as we hung up, i just knocked out for the whole night. the next morning, i wake up realizing i didnt even take the phone away from my ear. so i take it off, and my ear fucking hurts like hell. so later when i go online. aimtoday opens and the first headline i see is "Can Cellphone Use cause Cancer?" FUCK. i didnt bother to read it though.

- More Entries to come! I'm into blogging again. BYE.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

I Want.

Random Thoughts, Observations, and Events:
- soooo, im tired of the song stolen by dashboard confessional. i hear it wayyy too much, as i go on this person's myspace a lot. "we watch the season pull....." ahh its okay, i think the chorus of that song is how that person is feeling (:

- goal for the summer. have small tanlines and a better body. wont be great. but better! :] to accomplish goal: swim swim swim.

- i sing like a mini gabe bondoc. ahahhaahahahaha. i recorded myself.

- i want pad thai. i want a milkshake. i want pho. i want hot cheetoes and cream cheese. i want ube ice cream. i want a red bean popsicle.

- i want jackie.



PS!!!! hiii jaaackie (10:22:45 PM): man, i am bored without you
:]]

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Random Ryan

Random Thoughts, Observations, and Events.
- i want to rearrange my room; i'm getting quite tired of it. Maybe I could add things to make it more "room-y" A LARGE POSTER of a sky and put it on my ceiling to give an illusion of having a retractable ceiling, like the Wimbledon courts.

- having a pool right across from your street is so freaking convenient. although i do get a little chicken at 9:00 pm. i dive down into the water, and its awfully quiet. i swim back up, to rapidly look around to see if theres anybody willing to murder me at night.

- i was looking at top 100 R&B songs of the 90's. boyyyyy, i missed old songs. all about finding their loves, losing them, and waiting for them to come back. ahaha. blackstreet anybody? tlc?

- speaking of songs. i find it difficult to look for new songs nowadays. so i am just resorting to songs of history and old favorites. however, i did find some new artists to be keeping in my watch as they sound delightful.

- i never want to be associated with drugs, smoking, or drinking. i watched alpha dog.

- i am suddenly having the greatest urge to play volleyball. nahhh. my greatness will not be displayed again until next spring. ;)

- no more hair products. or at least, they will be limited. i hope it's okay.

- i'm a few steps ahead. too soon? me and breaks dont mix. haha

- Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie Jackie. i need to think about something else...

- ta ta :D